life update v1

made on august 30, 2025

 

heyyyyy bitchessss. actually wait no let me rephrase.

hey bitches bros and nonbinary hoes. it's me: the fuckstick.

 

you might be saying to yourself (or not at all, maybe i'm putting words in your mouth): "where the hell have you been and why aren't you adding new shit to your website?"

 

one, i'm alive (i hope).

 

and two, i'm getting there. you know that second album i've been working on? yeah, that's taking up a lot of my time right now (besides life in general), and i wanna focus on trying to make it just as good as my last one. of course, this time it won't take me 2 years to make it, because i have more visions as to what i want done with it. migraine i took me 2 years because of the fact that i didn't know what exactly to put on there. trust me, there were a lot of scrapped tracks for that album, and one day i'll share them. they aren't good, but that's why they aren't on there.

 

oh and three, i still have a lot of shit from the past 7 years or so that i could probably put on this website, but i have to carefully select what i want preserved and whatnot. that sounds shitty, but at the same time i get pretty unhappy with most of the stuff i make as time passes. what's put on this website is what i consider works i'm okay with sharing. obviously, that's not gonna stop people from going deeper and finding stuff i made from way back when, and then sharing it to me being like "this you??? bahahahaha!!!!" i'm not barbra streisand; i'm not gonna stop you from doing that, because realistically, that's out of my reach. i just hope you have eye bleach ready for when that happens.

 

one thing i wish i could do with this website that i've yet to figure out is make it so that the website updates are ready to go on a schedule. what i mean by this is:

> i make the changes over the week.

> when i get done with those changes before saturday, i make them ready to upload on that specific saturday at 11:23 am est.

 

sadly, this hasn't become a reality, because the host i use for this website doesn't have a feature where i can do that. so, when i upload my website, don't be shocked if it's late or early. i'm trying.

 

i'll still update the big red button, though. that's obviously a given. i'll make sure people are pre-occupied every week with another 2005-2009 youtube video to be spoonfed with.

 

kthxbai. >w<